I could have done this instead of doing jee prep and failing jee...

1. Normal schooling in PCM + cs + coaching for school level 

2. Buying this laptop and learning Full stack Development and get some money making skills in the span of 2 years. 

3. Doing fresher internships and mainly freelance and remote jobs part time
 
4. Earning around 30-40k per month + doing gym in those 2 years consistently
 
5. now, I have skills + body + money... making a girlfriend... we both go Noida and she takes a flat for rent and we both live together in a live-in relationship
 
6. I take dmission in college (as I can earn some + little bit of parents help)

7. we both go to same college/uni and live together happily as well as she also learns those skills and does some part time with me.

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